I suppose I am sufficiently over the death of a friend. hadnt had a close one pass away since oh, 1993. At my age, surely more will come.
I was attacked again by volumina out on friday. By attacked I mean he walked up with a smart determined look. I bypassed her since it was almost closing time anyway. He grabbed me by the arm so I whirled around and gave him a solid shove and said I didnt want to speak to him and I walked out as he teetered precariously. He's mad cuz he made a fatal mistake and asked me if he was fat. Of course I said yes. Now he's on gay.com telling people I have AIDS and am walking death and i'm a short fat ugly runt. I have refused to respond. I did say on saturday that I was trying to be the bigger man but it was difficult to do that considering his waistline. I'm thinking next time I should just beat his ass. I'd have the right of way if he grabs me, right?
Saturday night out was outrageous crowded for Splash. Lots of hot out of towners. It was nipple to nipple. ScrappyDoo dragged Trididos over to say hi. I was about to whisper to Scrappy that Trididos doesnt like me when Trididos put his arm around me and embraced me. I was not prepared for anything beyond maybe a polite hello. Not only did he hug me, but it was a lingering hug. He's defriended me on every service and told Kip that I was not his friend so I dont think it's my imagination. Tired of my vitriolic bullshit I guess. Didnt care to ask. Why bother? I WAS tempted to ask him what the fuck are you doing, toots? Considering my Friday I figured I'd leave well enough alone. Mayhaps he likes me well enough in public but just doesnt consider me a friend. Maybe he just drinks.Sidekick PBX just stood there pissy as usual and didnt even pretend. God bless consistency.
Too cold for the lake for first first splash so I didnt bother. Had lunch with spiffie and I only ever eat at Pecan Street fest so didnt bother. Was supposed to go to a first communion saturday and didnt bother. I think I have classic symptoms of depression but really I think I'm just lazy and would rather just stay home and read. Plus spiffie drags me shopping all the time despite my protests
Did I mention I was beautifully gothic on saturday? It's fun to be both sexy and look like I could kill at the same time. Who else can have a buzz cut head but still sport white hair but me?
2nd IRS refund is in. I should pay off credit but the idea of having cash on hand feels so nice.